Fat

I feel awful. Fat, frumpy and stuck in a corner. It's as though I have a choice to make; either change it NOW - or 'this is your life' forever more. And the thought that this could be me forever more scares the bejesus out of me.

So, I have to change it. I can't live like this anymore and I need to stop lying to myself.

Holiday was grand; more on that when I get a little more than 5 minutes to myself.

xxxx